what happening to me ? hais . things just gone upside down and inside out . hais . is not that i doubt you , is not that i don believe you , etc etc etc . every sentence u say the last word that come out from my mouth to answer the question is scare . scare scare scare . what am i so afraid of ? nothing but losing you . u understand ? hais . maybe u just don understand or getting that fear . hais . i have lose so many things in life for many years and i now realise that i can lose every single things but just cant lose you . u brought me back to the road that i have got off for many years . u have change me to someone that someothers just cant . u make me understand what loves is all about when most cant do it . u make me know what is real happiness when not many can do it . u really are someone i am looking for and i told myself that no matter what , i not going to let anyone get into our way or put a stop to this relationship . I hate this word BREAK . i hate it so much that i wanna get this word out of ur mind . i just wan nothing but u by my side . i am a kongkum like what u always say . no brain . talk with no brain use . doing stupid thing then end up getting scold by you . just being me the kongkum . baby i love you .

Putting myself into ur small shoes now !!
Thinking of what you thinking now !!
Scolding myself like how u always scold me !!


all i wanna say is wo ai ni .
Nobody But You (EstherLimBiBi also known as KongkumBiBi)
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Fuck man .
Stupid blog . Just wanted to post all my picture with baby up in genting but just cant . donno what wrong . hahaha . really had great time with bibi at genting plus my parents . hahaha . when on the friday , saturday and sunday . okkay la . friday reach genting at night then when to change and bath then go rounding in genting seeing if there is anything fun . then hit the 2nd day and its was a saturday . morning morning 9am wake up by my mother then we head to first world cafe and eat then me and bibi rush to theme park and get crazy in there . just sitted all the ride in the outdoor but not all in the indoor . LOL . then at night just arcade and arcade and play play play . LOL . okkay lorhh . time pass just quite fast . going back to genting again very soon .. Baby LOVE You .

Really hope u enjoy the trip too .
muacks .
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baby i am kongkum not that kongkum . my brain is not dumb dumb de . hahaha . treasuring this relationship with everything i got . baby love you .


baby don worry . i will support u where ever u go and what ever u do . don worry . no matter what , i love you . SEE THIS ? I LOVE YOU AND I WILL TREASURE YOU . muacks


love you miss you muacks .
nothing gonna make us stop halfway .
we always got the finally say .
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sometime i just wish that the time will stop . but when i wish for time to stop , time just seems to be faster and faster . why is it like that ? and when trouble come , time just seems to be very slow . What the hell right ? LOL . hahaha . Miss my baby so much la . Hais . Yesterday when PH with ahshun and baby cause my Meimei Apple birthday . hahha . 2 waterfall and she is KO . LOL . that was like fast . and she still can say that I WONT DRUNK DE . hahahaha .

Baby Love you !!
Blogged @ 8:26 AM
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Brought a Teddy bear for baby . And guess what , she love it alot . Hahaha . And it cute la . Hahaha . When out with baby , Aaron and Jessica again . Meet up at cine at 10pm and when play pool then eat then movie . Watch the kidnapper and it was a very nice show . Saw someone somemore today . Hahaha . Andwhen enroll for my car lic today . But wait for the stupid BTT so long . On the 29 of April . Sian half . Must chiong for my car lic . Haha . Then can drive my father car or buy a car for myself . Hmmm . Guess I am thinking too much . Hahaha . Muacks .

Linken love Esther Lim
don let me go worr .
Blogged @ 6:47 AM
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Hihi . Haha . Now with baby and xiaoting at boonlay doing nothing now . Haha . Love my baby so much . Hmmm wondering wanna club on Friday and saturday a not . Hmmmm but Saturday my meimei celebrate her birthday on saturday at powerhouse . Wondering wondering . Hmmm . Sian half . Later me going help xiaoting make her CPU . Lol . Boring me. Nothing to do hen blog . Must make the habit to blog everyday . Hehe . Later baby going interview . Baby all the way all the way k ? Must get the Job
worr . Haha . Muacks muacks

Love you Miss you Muacks .
Don ever let me go .
Loves Loves Loves .

<3
Blogged @ 5:58 AM
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10 of March is a day that i am waiting for 4 very long already . And to who it may concern , please don try to hong hong with her can ? if u really wan then u just wait . slowly wait . don try piss me off . what u mean by don play shirt . okkay lorhh . don play shirt also can . u come out we 1 on 1 la . talk so much . still say u old enough ? childish fucker . why ? not happy just say . i WAITING FOR YOU . stop playing guessing game around like a idiot . angry .
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Yesterday was a total nightmare for me . Hais . When down meet Esther and xiaoting . Then we when to eat . Have learn to face the facts yesterday . I know u are a very caring person but just that u don know how to express ur feeling . Hais . Just yesterday was just a day that I almost break down at any point of time onces she told me many things . Hais . Yesterday was a totally moody day . Got back my mood by Esther and xiaoting cheers . Haha . But really , till now . My heart is still very sour and bitter . The feeling is hard to be explain but just feeling hot inside . It's like I have lost something important in my life and I scare this will really happen . Till now , the most important things in my life is you . There is nothing else that I can think off . And I think I am very disapointed guy cause to my thinking , I do so much things but never once it touches you . Or a day that you can remember even if we are not tgt or not fated to be . Hais . What should I do ? Help ? Hais . Lost in the jungle and waiting for people to come and look for me . Hais . My mind and heart is totally fills with your love and blood . Just that it's going to overflow . How if my mind and heart is too full and blust ? What will u do ? If I really can't take it and mia forever , will u regret ? Hais . Waiting for your love to shower me .

Love you .
Shower me with your love pls .
Blogged @ 4:45 PM
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Sadded . MRI on the 22nd this months and carry on with operation on my right hand thanks to the stupid noise and being a stupid ganster always fighting . Now hand got noisy and need to be treated . Good and is a stupid nice lesson for me . Hais hais . Sadded . Wondering who is coming to visit me ? Hmmmm . Expecting some people but just wonder if they got heart . But expecting the most is the 4 most important people in my life . Hmmm , am I bad enough not to include my parents ? Hahaha . Cause I know they are always just too busy with their work and no time for me . Hais . Sadded . They just trying to concern me for the seek that they need too but they just don understand me in any way . What the fuck la . Hais . Scolding me just to act that they concern me . Don let me go out but just keep asking me to stay at home alone rotting . And when I stay at home , they just don talk to me and do their own things . Hais . What the fuxk . Aiya knn la . Talking about them is trying to make me piss off . Hais .

Missing and thinking of you always .
Love you Love you always .
No one can replace you in my heart I Swear !!!
Muacks muacks .
No matter what , I will always put you first in my Heart .
Blogged @ 12:07 PM
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Hmmmm . Who can be there for me to share my burden ? I need a listening ear badly . Answer answer . All I need is answer . Every question goes with a answer but just most answer goes and come back without a answer . Lol . Hais . On the way to camp now . Thinking of you every minute and second . Hais hais hais . Why my 2 stupid brother always Mia and we can't hang out everyday just like what we do always ? Cause we 2 got gf and the last stupid brother don have ? Then find one la fuck face . Stupid corn cum . Angry u . Really . And Aaron I need ur stupid ear and u always busy . Angry u really . Hais . Fuck life and Fuck myself . Am I not good enough ? Hmmmm . Wondering . Even if u treat me this way . I still accept it cause I LOVE you . Really . Even if it is a short period , I really love you alot cause u change me alot and know what I really am .

Muacks muacks .
Love love you .
Ai ni
always in my heart <3
Blogged @ 6:32 AM
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Wao . Just woke up only . Hahaha . Everyday night life . So tired . Hahahha . Yesterday powerhouse with Esther and aaron and Jessica. Power sia . then my darling Esther become jelly fish . Then Jessica also aabit jellyfish. Hahaha . And just like that lorhh . Lol . Hahah . Donno what to blog . okkay bye bye guys .

BabyLinken LOVE BabyEsther
muacks muacks
one and only you !!!
Blogged @ 10:27 PM
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Sadded yesterday get scolding from Esther cause can't wake up to snow city . Sorry Esther . Don angry and take it to heart okkay ? Muacks muacks . Just send Esther home and now on the way home . Hahaha . When bugis with Esther , Aaron and Jessica again to Pool , eat and TOPONE till 5.30am . Wao right ? Hahaha . I guess I can really be a owl . Later 10am need wake Esther up cause plan to go escape later tgt with same people (Aaron and Jessica) . Then wondering if going power house tonight a not . Wondering wondering . Hmmm . Ooo . I just reach choa chu kang .

Okkay stop blogging le .
Good night people :)

love you always like never before .
Blogged @ 6:26 AM
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Ooo . Just came back home after meeting Esther(AiRen) , Aaron and Jessica for movie at Cathey cine ( Jackneo new show ) donno what the title . Lol . So stupid of me forgotten the title . Lol . Before movie when for pool session . So much fun . Hahaha . Hais . What a tiring day today for me . Haven sleep since Tuesday . Wao . It like 3 days already . Anyway going sleep now . Waking up later early to go snow city with Esther , Aaron and Jessica . Wao . Full of activity . Wao . Hahah . Good night everyone .

Love you always .
U my one and only .
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Hihi guys . Sound so funny . Using iPhone to blog . Hahaha . Now wait AiRen and SiaoTing at bugis .AiRen just so power . She shopping dam power . Just keep shopping . Shop till don wan eat . Must make me angry then she will go and eat . Aiyo . Haha . Hmmmm . Guess after eating then sure carry on shopping de . Just shopping only . Bugis street later on . Hahaha . Lol . Yesterday shopping today shopping again . Wao . Hahha . Okkay I go buy food eat le . See u guys later .
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yesterday when out with Esther(AiRen) to shop like crazy and we really buy buy buy . and i donno what wrong with her yesterday but i really like it cause she really smile the whole day . that a good thing . then around 7plus , Aaron and Jessica came down to find us at 313 and we when to eat SAY CHEESE . LOL . not bad the food and the cheese is FREEFLOW . hahahha . cool right ? okkay then we go watch DAEMON . donno if i spell correct . haha . fall asleep in the whole movie cause too tired . then keep giving Esther(AiRen) scold scold scold . hahha . after that HOME SWEET HOME . hahahaha .

LOVE YOU MISS YOU MUACKS .
WAITING FOR YOU !!
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Going Out now to meet my Ai Ren Esther Lim now <3
<3 <3 Bye Bye

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Night Life Everyday is so fun . Hahaha . Missing my EstherLim so much lerhh . Everyday Kbox , Pool , Clubbing and Movie . So Fun . Always EstherLim , Ahshun , Aaron and Jessica . Hais . Everyday like that Pocket sure got Big Hole . Missing u so much .
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